John decided to go with a dress this time, and picked one out from the closet. Instead of choosing one to hide in, he was choosing one to show off his new sexy body. And that was when he realized something: he had already accepted his femininity. He wasn't thinking like a man now, he was thinking like a woman. But not just thinking, it was how he felt inside now too. Making love with Vincent had triggered something inside him. It had started a chain reaction, where his whole world-view had shifted just slightly.

"I *am* a woman" said John, looking at *her* reflection in the mirror. It had to be 'her', because she could not identify with 'him' anymore. It was hard to believe that she had ever been a man.

And that name had to go. She couldn't go around even thinking of herself as 'John'. No, Trisha was much better fitting, and from now on, she would only think of herself that way.

* * *

Trisha sat down to write a letter to Loraine. Loraine would be heartbroken to find that there was no John when she returned home. And Trisha knew that she would never be able to go back to her former life. She couldn't just show up at work and say "Hi, I used to be John, but now I'm Trisha". No, he needed to move somewhere new, and start a new life. And he needed to write a letter to ease Loraine's pain.

He started to write out the words on a pad of paper in his room, but his flowing feminine script wasn't right. She would never believe it was John writing those words. So he logged on to his e-mail account, and composed an e-mail to her. It was with much sadness that Trisha sent it off, knowing what it would do emotionally to Loraine. But there was no other way.

Dear Loraine,

I am sorry my dearest, but I have to leave. You will never see

me again. You did nothing wrong, it was me. A man cannot ever come

close to understanding the emotional needs of a woman, and as a man

I have failed you. I leave you my entire estate to do with as you please.

Go out and find a new love, one that is better to you than I ever

was. One that gives you the full life that you deserve.

John

Trisha hit 'send', and cried as the screen confirmed that the e-mail was sent. Now all she had to do was to find a way to start a new life for herself. But she was confident. She was smart, she was pretty, and most of all, she was a *woman*. The world was hers to have.

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