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作者：珍妮弗·白特

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比尔早上开车上班。他按了喇叭，可前面那个蠢女司机就是不老实待在车道里。她开着一辆巨型SUV，像是想换道，车身越过线又回来，左摇右晃。

她一开始起步就慢得要命，比限速慢一英里。真是个白痴！她脑子有毛病吗？谁会想开那么慢？比尔想超车，可她那破SUV太宽，他怕她撞上来。他使劲按喇叭。

“你个蠢女！”他终于绕过她，从开着的车窗大喊。他比了个中指，瞪着她飞驰而过。一到前面，他猛地切进她车道，逼得她急刹车。

“哈，活该！”他心想，猛踩油门。但他又有了主意。他松开油门，让车滑行，慢慢减速，远低于限速。旁边车道的车呼啸而过。很快，她追上来。他故意更慢，降到25英里每小时，然后10，5。

她没法超车，因为左道车流45英里每小时飞驰。他还慢。终于，她找到机会并入左道。就在这时，他猛踩油门冲出去。这下让她瞧瞧！让她开车像疯子，害他不爽！

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比尔下班回家，惊讶地发现家里站着个漂亮女人，在门口等着。

“有事吗？”他说。

“是的，我们得谈谈。进去说。”

哇！这么个尤物，想跟他进屋聊？当然可以！他让她进屋，提议请她喝一杯。她谢绝了，他给自己拿了瓶啤酒，坐在双人沙发上，对面是她坐的大沙发。

“你是谁？”他问。

“我有许多名字，”她说，“过去几百年，有人叫我‘女巫’、‘天使’、‘精灵’，还有其他名字。我的真名你们人类发音不了，你可以叫我卡拉娜。”

太怪了。可能他弄错了。她显然精神有问题。但她真是个辣妹。他可以先占她便宜，再甩了她跑路。像她这样的疯子，谁会信她的话？

“很有趣，卡拉娜，”他敷衍地说。

“你今天做了件很坏的事，”她无视他的嘲讽语气。

“哦，揍我吧！”他心想，但至少没说出口。

“你开车像疯子，危害那个女人和她孩子们的生命。你用思想和行为侮辱了她，侮辱了所有女性。”

“你怎么知道？”他脸红了，“我没做错什么，都是她的错。”

“是吗？真的？”

“是的！她别我车，开得慢，还不让我超。”

“她在安全驾驶，没想挡你。”

“她就是故意的！”

“这取决于你的视角。所以我来了，给你看她的视角。”

“什么？”比尔说，但卡拉娜挥手，他僵住了，一切变得模糊。他全身发麻，感觉漂浮，震惊地低头看到自己身体还在沙发上，手里握着啤酒罐。卡拉娜的灵魂拉着他的手，他感受到她体内力量的电击。

比尔和卡拉娜的灵魂飞出房子，以惊人速度穿过城市，朝另一栋房子靠近。

“这是你今天想逼下路的那个女人的家。她叫杰西卡·艾伦，有三个孩子。凯莉4岁，杰弗里2岁半，布兰迪才两个月。”

“那又怎样？”

“你最好了解他们，因为你要加入这个家。”

“什么意思？”

“今天，你要成为杰西卡·艾伦，过她一天的生活，体会她的经历。晚上满月升起时，出去盯着月亮喊我的名字。我会来把你变回去。现在，你要变成她。你就是杰西卡·艾伦。她的灵魂会跟我去你所谓的天堂，让她休息一天。”

“不！”比尔虚弱地说。

“你会知道她知道的事，方便你度过这一天。再见，杰西卡，明天见。”

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“不！”杰西卡喊，震惊于嘴里发出的是女声。怎么可能？她跑到镜子前，倒吸一口凉气。

比尔的灵魂现在住在她体内。他是她。镜子里的人怎么不是他？他不再是他！他现在是女人！她盯着镜子里的影像。

她摸着陌生的脸，轮廓完全不同。脸蛋漂亮，但不是电影明星那种艳光四射。眼睛温暖，深棕色，睫毛修剪整齐，涂了睫毛膏，格外醒目。她盯着自己的眼睛，移不开目光。

皮肤好软！没有刮胡子的粗糙。嘴唇饱满湿润。下巴、颧骨，一切都不一样！棕色卷长发侧分，遮住右脸一部分。她意识到自己想要镜子里的女孩，兴奋涌起。但比尔不能跟她调情，他是她。

杰西卡的手往下，感受到胸部的饱满。它们大而坚实，像是想撑破衬衫。里面满是奶水，婴儿的哭声让乳头有种怪感。

“我在泌乳，”杰西卡心想，比尔的意识能访问她的内在知识。婴儿的哭声唤起她的母性本能，她停止探索，走向摇篮，抱起宝宝摇晃。宝宝继续哭，她知道它饿了。

她解开纽扣，松开哺乳胸罩的带子，露出左乳头。小布兰迪急切地含住，开始吸吮。

比尔的灵魂还在震惊于突然醒在女体里。现在，他是哺乳的母亲！什么感觉！作为男人，他从没想过养育，从没无私地给予另一个生命。但现在，他是她，她在哺乳！她用自己的身体喂养宝宝。她的乳房在履行主要功能：为宝宝产奶。比尔曾把乳房看作“物件”，用来吸引男人。但现在作为杰西卡，她对它们有了全新认识。

杰西卡喜极而泣！这是顿悟。比尔仿佛突然接受了新的女性身份。她微笑，擦干泪，把布兰迪放回摇篮睡觉。

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但做三个幼儿的母亲不是只有乐趣。喂另外两个孩子和自己要费力，然后打扫房子，换宝宝尿布，制止两个小的打架，哄他们洗澡。她得读三个睡前故事才让他们安静。

他们上床后，她得付账单、平衡支票簿、查看宝宝、准备明天的午餐、叠衣服。筋疲力尽，她最后检查布兰迪，给孩子们晚安吻，走进卧室。

她卸妆，梳理长发，把脏衣服放进篮子，挑好明天衣服，刷牙，涂晚霜，摘下网球手链清洗，手洗胸罩挂起来晾干，穿上睡裙。

她太亢奋，看了半小时电视才睡着。

布兰迪的哭声吵醒她，她去换尿布，哄她睡。她回到床上，感觉没多久闹钟就响了。

杰西卡快速冲澡，洗头，刮腿毛，腿毛有点扎。然后叫醒孩子们，帮他们穿衣，给他们麦片、水果和果汁当早餐，然后去吹干头发。布兰迪不愿吃奶，得等会儿。她穿好衣服，涂粉底、腮红、睫毛膏。

她迟到了，口红得等等。她把口红扔进包，跑下楼。忘了鞋，又跑回去找。凯莉爱玩鞋，结果在她的粉色小床下找到。杰西卡摇头笑。四岁就迷可爱鞋了。

她准备好大家，把他们塞进SUV，检查一切。布兰迪得放进安全座椅，两个扭来扭去打架的小孩得系安全带。她给杰弗里重新系鞋带。抓起午餐和包，掏出钥匙，启动车。两个小的得去日托，凯莉上幼儿园。他们迟到了，她先去学校。

路上，布兰迪哭了。现在她想吃奶。杰西卡半想边开边喂，但想起新闻里一个女人这样做被开罚单！她得找地方停车。她不想在杰弗里和凯莉面前喂布兰迪，但没办法。她找了个僻静处，喂好布兰迪，收拾好，开车。交通拥堵，她觉得抱歉后面车得刹车，但车流长，短期内不会通畅。她尽力了。

她看后视镜，意识到忘了涂口红。她用膝盖开车，涂口红。为了孩子安全，她开慢点。朋友玛吉出过车祸，轿车报废。见过那堆烂铁后，杰西卡把Civic换成SUV，为了孩子更安全。她不放心开小车载宝贵的孩子们。

杰西卡忘了自己没吃，掏出包里的格兰诺拉棒，又用膝盖开车在包底翻找。终于找到。她得换个小包。但带孩子得装太多！

她拆开包装，放回方向盘。一个疯男高速超车，对她比中指。她很生气，但不想在孩子面前流露负面情绪。那家伙还故意别她，逼她刹车。她本能伸右臂护住杰弗里，尽管他系了安全带。这是母亲本能。

她终于到学校停车场，送凯莉进去。确认她安全后，开去日托。每天送孩子都让她心碎。她想做全职妈妈，但单身得工作。她不情愿把生命中最重要的人托给陌生人，还得付钱！这世界有时真扭曲。

终于，她到公司，只迟到十五分钟。

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在杰西卡体内，比尔头晕目眩。这女人每天怎么做这么多？她忙了这么多，才早上九点！他的灵魂很累，但还有工作。杰西卡开始干活，完成必须的任务。

跟女同事快吃午饭后，她去日托喂布兰迪，然后回公司。一直忙到接孩子时间。事很多，但她现在得缩短工作时间。她接回孩子们，回家。现在难的开始了。

杰弗里和凯莉忙了一天，兴奋得不行，想出去玩，但得先换衣服。她得做饭、看孩子、换布兰迪尿布、收拾被孩子们瞬间弄乱的房子、列购物清单、接不停响的电话，还要撑住不崩溃。

她做了所有必须的，甚至更多。她想做完美母亲。辛苦劳累后，她终于让孩子们上床，喂好布兰迪，收拾好家务。筋疲力尽，她坐到沙发上休息一会。

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杰西卡醒来，看钟。晚上10:30！她累得睡着了。她走到后院，看天空。乌云密布，找不到月亮。

“卡拉娜！”她喊，四处看，没回应。几分钟后，云散开，她看到月亮。她再次喊卡拉娜，片刻后，她出现了。

“进来，”杰西卡示意卡拉娜跟上。

“不，我不能让孩子们看到。你该去看看他们。你在这儿待了会儿，加上睡着的时间。”

“变回去后杰西卡会去看。”

“变回去？我不能，太晚了。”

“什么？我看到月亮就喊你了！”

“你没听清。男人就是这样。我说：‘晚上满月升起时，出去盯着月亮喊我名字。’月亮升起好几小时了，太晚了。”

“不！”

“是的，恐怕如此。必须在24小时内变回去，但你喊我太晚了。抱歉，我无能为力。我或任何人都无法让你变回去。你得作为杰西卡活下去了。”

“不！求你！我什么都愿意！我明白了！我再也不会那样了！”

“你说得对。你不会再像蠢男人那样，因为你现在是女人，永远是。”

“不！求你！”

“对不起，杰西卡，我无能为力。你得面对现实，你搞砸了，错过机会。你现在是女人，杰西卡，永远是。”

“不——！”杰西卡哀嚎，卡拉娜在她眼前消失，月亮又被云遮住。

她泪流满面，睫毛膏晕开了。她现在是女人，将以这身份度过余生。她哭个不停。

突然，另一个哭声传来。布兰迪。她心一跳。布兰迪需要她！自私念头消失，照顾女儿的需要压倒一切。她感到乳房因奶水而饱满。忘了自己的问题，她上楼照顾宝宝。

她丈夫很快会从预备役回来。情况会好起来。她的身体渴望他。快了，她就能满足自己的渴望。她微笑，布兰迪吸吮着她。这是她的生活，她得接受。孩子们是如此快乐，很快她会和爱人团聚。她满足地睡去。

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作者注： 一位审稿的朋友说这故事不如他期待的刺激。我想强调，这篇故事的目的是让男性了解，当他们幻想成为真实女性时，我们的世界不全是糖果和裙摆。现实中许多女性每天做的，比杰西卡在故事里的更多！我希望读者能理解做女性的真正含义。小心你的愿望，某天它可能成真……

Traffic

by Jennifer White

Bill was on his way to work in the morning. He honked his horn, but the stupid broad in front of him wouldn't stay in one lane. She was driving a monster SUV, and was acting like she was going to change lanes. She drifted over the line, then back, then over, then back again.

First she had pulled out, and didn't speed up quickly. She was going one mile under the speed limit. What an idiot! What was wrong with her? Why the hell would anyone want to drive slow like that? He wanted to blast past her, but her stupid SUV was too wide, and he was afraid that she'd hit him. He laid on the horn.

"You stupid broad!" he yelled through his open window as he finally got around her. He held his finger up and glared at her as he flew past. As soon as he was in front, he cut over sharply, making her hit the breaks.

"Ha, serves you right" he though as he laid on the gas. But then he had a better idea. He took his foot off, and coasted. And coasted. He let his car slow down to well under the speed limit. Traffic in the other lane flew by. Soon, she caught up to him. He let his car go slower. Down to 25. Then 10. Then 5.

She couldn't get around him because traffic in the left lane was flying by at 45 miles per hour. He went even slower still. At last, she was able to move into the left lane. At that moment, he floored it, and took off. That would show her! Teach her to drive like a maniac and inconvenience him.

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When Bill got home from work, he was surprised to find that a beautiful young woman was at his house, standing by the door.

"Can I help you?" he said.

"Yes. I need to talk to you. Let's go inside."

Whoa! She was knockout, and she wanted to talk to him, inside? Sure thing! He let her in, and offered her a drink. She declined, but he brought out a beer for himself, and sat on the love seat, across from the couch where she sat.

"Who are you?" he asked.

"I have been called many names" she said. "Over the past few hundred years, I have been called a 'witch', 'angel', 'genie', and many other names. My real name is unpronounceable in your human tongue, but you may call me Karana."

This was too strange. Maybe he made a mistake. She was clearly deranged. But she was one hot chick. He'd take advantage of her, then dump her and run. Who would believe a psycho like this if she ever said anything?

"That's very interesting Karana" he said patronizingly.

"You did a very bad thing today" she said, ignoring his insulting tone.

"Ooh, spank me!" he thought, but at least had the tact to be quiet.

"You drove like a madman, endangering that woman's life, and those of her children. You insulted her and all womankind with your thoughts and your deeds."

"How do you know about that?" he said, his face turning red. "But I didn't do anything wrong. It was all her fault."

"Was it? Really?"

"Yes! She cut me off. She drove slow. She wouldn't let me pass."

"She was being safe. She wasn't trying to stop you."

"Yes she was!"

"That depends on your point of view. Which is why I am here. To show you *her* point of view."

"What?" said Bill, but Karana waved her hands, and he froze as everything became fuzzy. He tingled all over. He felt a floating sensation, and was shocked to look down and see his body on the couch, still holding the beer can in one hand. Karana's spirit was holding his hand. He felt electric shocks from the power inside her.

Bill and Karana's spirits rose out of the house, flew through the air across town at an incredible speed, and moved in towards another house.

"This is the house of the woman you tried to run off the road today. Her name is Jessica Allen. She has three children. Kelly is 4, Jeffrey is 2 and a half, and Brandi is just two months old."

"So?"

"You had better get to know them, because you are going to join the family."

"What do you mean?"

"Today, you are going to be Jessica Allen. You are going to live her life for a day, so that you understand what she goes through. When evening comes, as the full moon rises, just go outside, stare at the moon and call my name. I will come to change things back. But now, you are becoming *her*. *You* are Jessica Allen. Her spirit will go with me to what you would call paradise, so she can rest for a day."

"No" said Bill weakly.

"You will know what she knows, so you can find your way through the day. Goodbye Jessica, I will see you tomorrow."

* * *

"No!" said Jessica, shocked that the sound coming out of her mouth was a *woman's* voice. How was that possible? She ran to a mirror and gasped.

Inside her body, Bill's spirit now dwelt. He *was* her. How could the image staring back from the mirror not be him? He wasn't himself! He was a woman now! He stared at the image in the mirror.

She touched her unfamiliar face, with its alien features. The face was pretty, but not movie star glamorous. The eyes were warm and dark brown. The eyelashes were neatly plucked, and mascara made the eyelashes stand out. She couldn't stop staring at her own eyes.

The skin was so soft! Not rough with the stubble of shaving. The lips were full and moist looking. The chin, the cheekbones, everything was different! The long brown curly hair was parted at the side, and pulled across her face, hiding part of the right side. Excitement grew within her as she realized that she *wanted* the girl in the mirror. But Bill couldn't flirt with her, he *was* her.

Jessica moved her hands down further, and felt the fullness of her breasts. They were large, ripe and firm, seemingly trying to burst out of her blouse. They were full of milk, and the baby's cry caused a strange sensation at the nipple.

"I'm lactating" thought Jessica, her inner knowledge accessible in Bill's mind. She stopped her explorations as the cry of the infant brought her nurturing instincts to the fore. She went to the crib, held up the baby, and rocked it. It continued to cry, and she knew it was hungry.

She undid the buttons, and unfastened the strap of the nursing bra, exposing her left nipple. Little Brandi eagerly put her mouth around it, and started suckling.

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