"I, um, I mean...."

"Bit by bit, your mind is being converted now" she said. "But don't worry, I won't change you all the way. I will leave enough of you intact, so that from time to time you'll realize who you *used* to be, and feel the horror of it all. Maybe when you're kissing your boyfriend, you'll suddenly remember that you used to be a boy, and that you used to like girls. Or perhaps when you're having your period and putting in your tampon, you'll remember that you didn't always have a pussy."

"No! Stop it!" I said. "I can feel it! You're changing my mind! No!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Do you realize how horrible it feels to have your actual thoughts and feelings altered, even as you struggle to keep them as they are? For example, when she said 'boys', my heart suddenly jumped, and I realized that as a girl, I wanted to go out on dates with boys. Suddenly, they seemed attractive to me, and I wanted to have a boyfriend. Me! No!!! This could not be!!

"You are a girl now. You are Sarah. And you will never go back" said Alyssa. "You could take off the necklace now, if were to let you, and it would be too late. You have a girl's mind now, for the most part. What do you think about taking ballet lessons, Sarah?"

"That would be fun!" I blurted out. "I always wanted to be a ballerina, ever since I was a little girl."

What was really scary, was that I *meant* what I said. Inside, it really did sound fun. It really did feel like a lifelong dream come true. I really did want to be a ballerina.

Part of me was screaming 'no' of course, that I was a boy, and boys didn't like that sort of thing. But another part of me, the stronger part now, was thinking how cute I'd look in a pink tutu, and how graceful and wonderful I would be as I danced across the stage, and into the strong arms of the handsome man who was playing the male lead.

When I would lean back to let him kiss me, I wouldn't have to act; I would really melt in his arms. It would be so dreamy to....

"Ah!!!" I said. "Stop it!!!! You're making me think like a girl!!!"

"You are a girl" replied Alyssa. "And you had better get used to it. Now I am going to put one last spell on you. I have revealed my powers to you, but I can't have you going around telling anyone."

She raised her hands, and I felt a chill go right through me, as if the temperature in the room had just dropped twenty degrees.

"You will forget that *I* have the power" said Alyssa. "You will forget that *I* was the one who changed you. You will only remember being Sarah now, ever since you were a little girl."

I didn't know what she was talking about. I had always *been* Sarah. This was crazy talk! It was almost as if she thought I had once been someone else!

"You look up to me as your older sister. You always wanted to be me, and you are devoted to me as your role model. You want my approval so much, that you *want* to give me half of what you earn from your babysitting job, just to help win me over."

Again, she was talking crazy. Why was she saying all that? Of course I look up to my older sister as my role model! I always had, ever since I could remember. When I was a young girl, and she started to grow her boobs, I had wished that I had them too, so I could be like her. The same when she had her first period. I cried because she was becoming a woman, and I was just a baby girl. I had *always* been jealous of her. I had always wanted to be just like her.

Alyssa put her arms down.

"Mom is pulling up into the driveway" she said.

"I'll go see if she needs me to carry in the groceries" I said. "Why don't you sit down and watch TV. I'll bring you milk and cookies after I've put everything away."

"Thank you Sarah. You're the best sister a girl could ask for" she replied.

I smiled, grinning from ear to ear. It was wonderful to receive such high praise from my sister! I hurried out to help mom, and I smiled when I saw her. She was so pretty, and I was glad that she was my mom, because I looked so much like her. I had the same hips, the same boobs, and the same lovely hair.

"I love you mommy" I said.

"Why Sarah, how nice! You haven't talked to me like that in years."

"I know" I said, reaching over to give her a hug. "I guess I'm growing out of my 'rebellious teenage girl' phase, and becoming more mature. I realize now just how much I love you."

"Why Sarah, I think you're becoming a young lady" she said. "Some day, you'll be a beautiful woman, and you'll make some man a wonderful wife."

"I hope so" I said, as I took the bags from the trunk of her car, imaging how pretty I would be in a wedding dress. "I sure hope so."

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